Prayer Request for Salvation

by Sarah
(Las Vegas, NV )

I'm a sinner that desperately wants to break free. I'm an addict, liar, lazy procrastinator and sexual sinner. I'm so used to believing that I deserve this life so I continue to behave and think I'll never be able to see freedom or pure happiness. Although I desperately want out, I cling to what I believe I deserve. I grew up experiencing physical and mental abuse. I wanted to end my life, but God saved me from making it happen. Even though he saved me, I have held onto the belief and pain it brought me. I want to live the life God intended and to do his will. The peace and love God gives me is a joy I so much love and want. I am married but have left my husband for another man. I'm not sure what God wants me to do. I want his forgiveness. I want his guidance. I want his love and as scary to say his discipline. I know I don't deserve it. I pray you'll forgive me. I feel lost and confused and afraid, and I'm tired of living this way. I want what you want as long as you're always top priority. Forgive me. Help me. Please show me what to do and the wisdom and strength to do what you want. I desperately need help. I desperately need you God. I'm sorry.